Here is me posing in front of a white wall with my laptop on the head board of the bed. The sound on my laptop was on so everyone in the house knew I was taking pictures of myself.
Photobooth: “BEEP, BEEP, BEEP. CLICK!”
I just checked my Okcupid after a long while. Among the barrage of 30 somethings messaging me and making corny jokes about my profile-(I wouldn’t mind this fact as much if they didn’t ALL MAKE THE SAME JOKE) I noticed a message from a girl in my area. In her message she mentioned having similar interests and how she found my “I spend a lot of time thinking about” section funny, yet relatable.
In that part of my profile, I simply put “Why every girl my age is pregnant.”
That phrase seems like an exaggeration, but lately it’s proving to be more and more true. That fact alone depresses me deeply. which is a weird thing to say, I guess. I just think of all the potential people have and how they are throwing it away before they even try. I want to finish college and have a career before I even THINK about getting married, much less renting out my uterus to some kid fetus.
I suppose my biggest problem with young moms/parents is they became pregnant on accident. I can understand if you are young, and it is a planned pregnancy, (I still don’t agree with it, but if that’s what you want to do with your life, more power to you) But if you hate abortions, USE A CONDOM. That is a lot easier than having to raise or a have a child you weren’t ready for, I think.
I usually don’t like talking about subjects like this. There have been many social networking feuds I have been a part of where people can’t understand that my opinion is simply that, an opinion. which usually ends in me being alienated and deleted by several people. So just to clarify, I’m not trying to offend or change anyone’s mind, I just like to share how I feel and hear other peoples thoughts and ideas on the said subject.
This is me as an oil painting. I showed Byron earlier and he said he didn’t like it. So I’m posting it. Not to piss him off, but because I think it’s really cool. For some reason.
I only went to class for two hours today. Apparently my teacher is going to be out for the rest of the term, so they are scrambling to find a replacement. I wish they would just make it an independent study class so I could stay home and work. That would be a much better situation in my opinion.
I also went to Wal-mart today to buy new tights. ALL of my black ones have holes. I buy multiple pairs at a time to ensure that this wont happen, but of course they all rip at the same time anyway. I wish I could go somewhere else and buy GOOD five dollar tights. but I can’t. FIVE DOLLARS. FIVE. It’s almost unheard of. I tried to be an adult once and buy 10+ dollar ones some where else, but they ripped as soon as I put them on…I don’t know if that’s a manufacturing issue, or ‘I have giant hips the size of air plane wings’ issue, but it was still disheartening.
Anyway! Wal-mart. I hate shopping there. Not only because of the company itself and what it stands for, but the kind of people its prices attracts. I was walking through the aisles, and after I had passed three packs of rednecks and a few teen moms I realized how awful I felt.
AMERICA SUCKS YOU GUYS.
Wal-mart is successful because america is uneducated and disgusting. It has a McDonalds in the store. THERE IS A PLACE FOR CART PARKING.
And of course it’s the only place where you can pick up Miley Cyrus’ line of clothing. Classy.
EDIT: DAMN! CHRISTINA JUST HIT ME WITH SOME KNOWLEDGE! LOOKS LIKE I’M GOIN’ TO MACY’S!
I also want her dress.
“Your mirror cannot show it, it only diminishes you. It cannot possibly do you justice, the reflection you see there bares no resemblance to the reality. Oh, if only you could see yourself as you are in my heart, you might then see your real self. In my heart you are not the woman that you think you are, you are part of a greater mystery.”
-Slaughter of the Vampires (1962)
Mr.Vampire who has been living in this couples wine cellar JUST met the wife at the ball, and he’s talking to her like this. it’s very obvious he hasn’t had sex in a couple decades. AND WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THE WIFE? she’s ready to drop her husband and marry the vampire. This movie is making me laugh.
Wow. I look so impressed.
This photo is a bad representation of how I ACTUALLY feel about tortellini. When I saw it in the fridge, it was a complete and total Sunny D moment.
“OMG! TORTELLINI! YUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!”
I think I yelled too. I don’t remember, it’s all a blur now.
But today is about more than Tortellini. It’s about laundry! HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD OF IT? I have to get all my things in order and make my way back to the WoW castle..And go to bed early. EARLY. Like nursing home, good night grandma it’s 7:30, kind of early.
*also found my Pee-wee shirt <3
I am tired. School has taken the energy out of me pretty fast. But I’m learning quite a bit. I never thought I would come around to key shortcuts for Photoshop/illustrator..But now I’m wondering how I did anything without them.
It’s only the second week and I’m already working for the weekend.
Beverley gave me a wonderful present: Lady Gaga lipstick! I could hardly believe it! Byron told me I look like a clown with it on in this picture. I started to cry right away. how did he know I was a clown? I don’t tell anyone that. he must have been reading my clown journal.
And did I mention I don’t want to go back to school? I have things I want to do, like be social, exercise/diet, make music..so basically not sleeping away my free time. school just gets in the way of me having a social life, especially when it’s full of projects like this term is going to be. I heard we have to make our own type face in typography 2, which could be really cool, but could also take a lot of work. I guess I should just worry about it when it comes to me…right? I also want to make new friends. But so far, everyone seems really awful. All I’ve wanted to do is make some cool artsy friends, but it seems like everyone in my classes are really weird and not (my) friend material. just more things to complain about. I guess I can just talk to the friends I already have on facebook during class, haha.
And currently, Davin has the highest combo for asking me to hang out when I’m not in town. 100 pts, times three multiplier, HIGH SCORE! YEAUH!
I had fun making this.